Student ? Someone who goes to school!? , involved in academics right!? But does this word holds jst as much ….
No , this 7 letter word just does not mean this much it holds much than expected…
Someone who tries to get better day by day , fights his own emotions daily without telling someone just trying to fit in somewhere between society and his family…trying to prove that he's perfect, he can do everything…
Well tbh I'm also a part of this …yes ! Never been a scholar , never been achiever , never been a good obedient student , never been a good child ???? Well well well , does that really define who am I ? I mean it's just a small phase of my life not the whole life right? All I want to say is that , is this society so bigger than my own beliefs , does this society has right to crumble my confidence? Do my parents have right to tell me what I have to do career-wise!!!! Ofcourse they have the right but if im failing in some thing again and again , doesn't that mean that I'm not good at it or I just don't want to do it …but is that all ? Why don't they understand i don't wanna pursue in medicals ? I don't wanna prepare for competitive exams
But the problem lies within me , I hold myself responsible for whatever is happening with me , maybe I'm not determinant, not brave enough to confront them , tell them truth , but what shall I do , should I fight with them … I can't , I am just like a sandwich btw. My family and my dreams ….and i think this cycle will continue until I die .