As usual, I was just doom-scrolling on Instagram.
I realized today is the eve.
I can see people going out or traveling somewhere.
Suddenly, something hit me it has been like two eves (both Nepali and English) that I haven’t celebrated or gone out anywhere.
None of my friends here have called me to hang out today.
Some might be busy, and a few I’m not even that close to.
Watching all this made me feel really khinna (low/sad).
my one went to Terathum, while other is also going to Kathmandu to attend a wedding.
By the way, today I finished watching Masaan. It was good.
I still regret not trying to meet jim when she was in BRT.
I just had no confidence.